Sometimes it feels like so but just keep going straight at it... Doing so will inevitably make you sharper at detecting volume. IMHO this is the one most important skill for mixing...
You still have time to delete this dude 😭. Just be happy with the 3 included exercises until a sale rolls around. You've only done a single workout anyway.
Before you can record a great drum sound, it helps to understand what's actually happening inside the instrument. This documentary on how Zildjian cymbals are hand-crafted is deeply satisfying for any recording nerd 🥁🎬